My daily struggle is to unlearn or win over the conditioning of chilling is for nikammas. Well I am very happy ebing a nikkama at this point of my life. It is helping me heal, it is helping me understand, it is helping me know.
A struggle of what to do .. should I start running after things that eeryone wants or should I wait, question and find the things I want to run after. I don’t mind running, no. I mind aimlessly running.. not a chicken after all.
Sometimes the fear gets to me.. what if. Then a pause, deep inhale and exhale and back to where I am right now. What’s going on? All good or not? Hope of it working out? Few futile questions later I am back to enjoying the things in life. It gets easier every now and then.
There are just too many options I feel.. wht i really want to do seems far from grasp as of now.. as long as my today is sorted, I think I will keep making it to tomorrow.
To holding on and letting go!
Cheers 
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